Grandma please tell me whats going on everything in these past years has really went wrong,i've tried my best to really stay strong, and im hoping and hoping that you wont be the next one one,everyone that i know and love is starting to go, my heart feels like a barron field frozen with snow, i try my best to be a young man when my father your son left now "IDK" if i can, i will keep my head up like my daddy used to say take care of your momma and you will always be ok!